Behind the curtain

So, da bin ich wieder mal.
Die heissen Probephasen bei unserem Musical sind im Gange. Morgen ist Hauptprobe und am Dienstag und Mittwoch haben wir Aufführungen. Puh, das wird noch ganz schön streng.
Aber es ist echt toll und wunderschön, die Arbeiten auf und hinter der Bühne schweissen die Menschen einfach zusammen. Ich hab zum Beispiel einen neuen "Bro" ;P, oder auch etwas mehr ;) nee keine Ahnung vlt ist das ja seine Vorstellung von guter Freundschaft, mir solls recht sein.

Apropos gute Freundschaft, gehts euch manchmal auch so, dass ihr einen super Kumpel manchmal nicht ganz von einem Schwarm unterscheiden könnt. Ok, ich weiss irgendwie nicht so ein toller Vergleich, aber manchmal weiss ich einfach nicht ob einer von uns beiden mehr will und das ist, finde ich, dann ziemlich schwierig. Nun ja egal, man muss einfach damit umgehen können und es sonst einfach mal geniessen ohne zu viel nachzudenken.

Schaut mal, hier der Text von einem meiner Soli, ich finde ihn irgendwie ziemlich schön.

Sorrows in my head
Feels like a wave floating over me
Wanna forget what they said
Cause it's nearly killing me
Everything's turning in my mind
Always round and round
Try to find a place to hide
But there's nothing than bleeding wounds

And I feel like getting crazy
I feel like getting lost
The world is getting lazy
In what the hell could I trust

Ref:
But when the music starts to play
All the troubles fly away
So I turn the volume up
Till my heart beats in the rhythm
When the sounds filling up my mind
Found my way to leave this world behind
Found my way to get freedom
For a moment as long as my song

Darkness in the world
And a feeling of emptiness
Can't find the right words
To beg for forgiveness
Sometimes the walls are coming closer
Than they ever should
And my heart feels cold and frozen
I never thought it would

And all my dreams are broken 
In thousand pieces
Too many things unspoken
And my pain in creases

Ref

The beat flows into my head
Can't hear nothing than the bass
It takes away my tears
So I don't care what they say

Ref


So ich hoffe ich komme bald wieder zum schreiben und muss nicht wieder so'ne lange Pause machen.

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who cares

So, mein zweiter Song, der es geschafft hat, fertig zu werden.

Oh dear, 

my whole life people say what I have to do 

and where I should go with who

I remember I couldn't say just one lonely thing about 

what I wanna do

Who cares 

I sing my song and live my life 

the time is come to win or give up 

just give me drive 

I let the people talk 

should they do what they want 

it don't cares me 

don't care I mean

Anyway, 

listen what I say 

your life is just yours 

and this is now your turn 

grap it now 

it won't come a second time 

this is your chance 

this is now your turn

Who cares 

I sing my song and live my life 

the time is come to win or give up 

just give me drive 

I let the people talk 

should they do what they want 

it don't cares me 

don't care I mean

Be strong, be strong, be strong now, baby 

break free of the chains 

forget, forget, forget their words 

don't play with in their games

Who cares 

I sing my song and live my life 

the time is come to win or give up 

just give me drive 

I let the people talk 

should they do what they want 

it don't cares me 

don't care I mean

Wie immer könnt ihr nicht viel damit anfangen aber ja, egal ;)

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Not easy

Hier mal was aufmunterndes, ja das gibts hier auch ;) Mein selbstgeschriebener Song:

Sometimes I think the whole world turns without me                                                                            And all the things change in their bad                                                                                             Sometimes it feels like I’m fallin’ in the dark                                                                                          And there’s no one to say, give me your hand

But there’s a voice in my head who says to me                                                                                    Come on stand up then you will win

Life is hard but don’t give up, life is hard but don’t give up                                                                        It isn’t easy, easy to breathe                                                                                                                        Life is hard but don’t give up, life is hard but don’t give up                                                                            It isn’t easy , but get on your feet

When people live their life they are blind                                                                                                  They only look for themselves                                                                                                                          They dream a dream but they don’t belive it                                                                                              They think’s a fairytale that don’t come true

But there’s a voice in their had who says to them                                                                                   Come on, stand up, than it comes true

Life is hard but don’t give up, life is hard but don’t give up                                                                     It isn’t easy, easy to breave                                                                                                                      Life is hard but don’t give up, life is hard but don’t give up                                                                          It isn’t easy , but get on your feet

Don’t dream your life, live your dream                                                                                                          Come on stand up, than you will win

So, ich weiss ihr könnt mit einem einfachen Text ohne Melodie nicht viel anfangen, aber ich finde die Lyrics selbst geben schon zu denken und wer weiss, vielleicht werde ich den Song irgendwann mal aufnehmen und hier rein stellen.

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